>I started blogging around the time everyone was getting ready to go to 2011′s blogging conference and both Twitter and my Blog reader were full of chat and posts about what was happening and afterwards what had gone on.

I felt a little like a child that hadn’t been invited to a party and was left to watch on the sidelines.

Last week was Tots100 Christmas party and again twitter and the blogs I read were full of excitement around this and this week there have been many posts and pictures and it looked like fantastic fun.

Once again I couldn’t go and was left looking on (my face is looking a little green tinged at the minute)

So to stop myself from lying down and throwing a tantrum complete with leg kicking and screaming I am trying to decide if I should try and go to Cybher or Britmumslive next year.  Both look fantastic but as much as the price isn’t expensive when you add flights and at least one night in a hotel it all adds up.

But, but but I really want to go, I love blogging and what started out as a record of what my wee family get up has evolved into meeting many lovely people and I would like to get the chance to see them in real life.

So the question is which one should I go to or should I just stay at home and wash my hair and stay off twitter in the month or so before and after they occur?

Or should I try and look into the magical world of sponsorship and all that entails – no idea to be honest what it entails really and whether my witterings would be of interest to anyone!